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Tuesday, March 20, 2018

Quote from a Psychic - Gurus

"Sometimes clients look to psychics for all of their answers. People need to understand that they are all part of this. No one is a guru; we are all in this together."

Gigi Sample

5:49 pm mst

Thursday, March 15, 2018

Aura Photography and Chakra Energy Centers

Aura Photography and Chakra Energy Centers

Each of us lives within an energy system. Our body is surrounded by an energetic aura, and we also have energy flowing though our anatomy. Our body has seven major energy centers, known as chakras, which convey internal energy.

Some psychics see auras and chakras. Those of us who can't see those things on our own, can be the subject of Aura Photography. This computerized system isn't exactly an aura photo, but is based on information coming through the hand as it is placed on a conductive metal base. I won't go into the technical details because I am not familiar with them. The more-interesting thing is what aura photography shows and how it differs from person to person.

At the last Psychic Fair, Cindy Rost was set up with a computer system for aura photography. She invited me to sit down and have my aura analyzed. What did we see? Red. We saw red. My red aura indicated an emphasis on grounding, stability, and security. Red can also indicate fear, but I didn't feel fearful. This photo was taken less than two weeks after my mother had passed away and I had spent those weeks arranging a funeral, dealing with finances, contacting people, and putting one foot in front of the other to get through all that needed to be done. I was not surprised to see that my aura focused on dealing with the basics. I have posted this photo above and labeled it "Aura Photo 1."

Let's take a deeper look. Beyond the red aura, the photograph also shows my seven major chakra energy centers. When we talk about chakras, we often begin from the bottom of the body and work our way up. This is what you can see in Aura Photo 1:

The root chakra is wide open, indicating a focus on the basics.

The sacral chakra, which is about self-worth, sexuality, and creativity, is closed down.

The solar plexus chakra, about emotions, is pretty open.

The heart chakra, about love and compassion for ourselves and others, is small.

The throat chakra, about speaking our truth with compassion and love, is wide open. (Thank goodness! I was at the Fair and wanted to spend the day talking with people).

The third eye, about intuition and psychic images, is closed.

The crown chakra, about spiritual connection, is open.

Cindy told me that, ideally, all chakras should be about the same size, and they should be about the size of my crown chakra. When the chakras are balanced, no chakra is much larger or smaller than the others.

I would like to try this again in a month or two, after I've finished all the paperwork, etc., which comes with settling someone's estate.

In contrast to March's photo, you can see a photo above which was taken several years ago in which my aura was a high-vibrational purple. Cindy reminded me that aura photographs are a snapshot in time. As we change, they change. And, on any particular day, we may be more focused on one area of life than another. The photograph reflects our current thoughts and emotions.

Now, I want to show you two other aura photographs.

Aura Photo 2 is from someone who is very psychic. You can see all the white in this photo. White indicates a strong connection to Source. This strong white reached down to the ground. However, she had colors too; red, green, and yellow. In addition, her chakra energy centers were of various sizes indicating that she had work to do on herself. Just because someone is strongly connected to Source and very psychic, doesn't mean that they don't have their own issues tied to life on earth.

Finally, the third aura photo (Aura Photo 3) is from someone else at the fair. This photo has a cerebral, yellow, energy which comes from the solar plexus.

You can see that everyone's photo is different in terms of the color of their aura and the size of their chakras.

I hope Cindy returns to the Psychic Fair. Cindy is based in Sierra Vista, AZ, where she is working on her Ph.D. She is analyzing her work from a scientific perspective. However, she finds that her intuition assists with data interpretation and presentation. Cindy runs the "Unique Body Balance Wholeness Center." You can contact Cindy at

If chakra-balancing jewelry interests you, check out the Chakra Jewelry Page.

If you get a chance to try aura photography, go for it. It's fascinating.

Let me know what you think.


12:39 pm mst

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

What do Psychics Do? Kaci answers

What do Psychics do?

I asked Kaci Pielstick, "What do you do at the Psychic Fair?" She answered:

"I do Tarot card readings. I have been doing this for seven years.

"My readings are a little different from what other people might do. I do transformational readings.

"If you are struggling with something specific, I am going to tell you the steps to take to overcome that struggle. I'll tell you about the roadblocks to move through to solve the problem. Big picture, small picture.

"It's not just answering the question of whether someone is coming into your life, it's talking about what you need to work on to attract that great person into your life.

"It's transformational.

"I also have crystal energy.

"Outside of the Fair, I do life coaching. I teach Tarot card reading and psychic development. When I teach Tarot, it's about how you use your intuition with the Tarot cards. Everyone does it differently. That's what I teach, more than the Tarot cards. However, I don't do this at the Fair. Here, it is about the healing with the Tarot cards."

10:05 am mst

Thursday, March 8, 2018

After Passing, my Mother's Story Continues

After Passing, my Mother's Story Continues

I want to share a few things which happened after my mother crossed to the other side two weeks ago: a funeral insight and messages from mom.

Funeral Insight

My mother had a beautiful, traditional, religious funeral. One of the most-touching parts was a prayer of forgiveness. My brother and I were asked to walk up to the casket, individually, and say a prayer of forgiveness. It was suggested that this be a two-way prayer, with two parts.

We were to forgive the deceased person for anything they had said or done which had offended us. We were also asked to forgive the person for not being the person which we needed them to be; for not meeting our idea of what the perfect parent would be. So it wasn't just forgiveness for what they had said or done, it was also for what they had not said or done, which we wished had happened.

The second part was to ask for forgiveness from the deceased person for the things we had said or done which had offended them. Then, we were to ask forgiveness from them for not being the person they needed us to be. No one is perfect. We all have blinders and challenges.

This set of prayers is meant to wipe the slate clean and to release all grudges. As we forgive, we ask that no one suffer or be punished on our behalf.

I also asked that my mother be supported on her journey to the other side. I wished that she feel happy and free.

This prayer had a profound effect on me. Wiping the slate clean and moving into two-way forgiveness helped re-frame my thoughts. My mother and I had a difficult relationship. I'm tired of focusing on the slights and the lack of support. I want to move forward. However, I am human. I still say and think things about my mother which are less than generous. I am working on this.

Messages from Mom

Towards the end of her life, my mother had dementia. I thought that when she passed, she would go into a period of healing and I would not hear from her for a while. Turns out this was just my idea, not how things actually worked. Yes, she is in a transitional period, yet I have heard from her.

On my own, I received a surprising message. As I walked my dog, I received an impression in my mind. I didn't hear a voice, but she conveyed, "Good game, Gail. You were a worthy competitor. We played this game all the way to the end. No one gave up. No one gave in." Wow.

Then, at Sunday's Psychic Fair, a couple of psychics brought messages from mom to me. One message came from an energy worker who I didn't know was psychic. I just wanted someone to check that my energy system was clear. I wanted to be certain that "no one" from the cemetery had attached to my energy and come home with me.

As this woman began working in my aura, she asked, "Has your mother passed?" Then her faced clouded up and she tentatively questioned, "Was it recent? She is still in transition." It had only been 10 days. This woman had not known about my mother's passing.

The energy worker went on to tell me that my mother had not wanted to leave this world. My mother knew she was dead, but had not accepted it. She was taking time to complete her transition. This made perfect sense. While alive, my mother never believed she would die. She fought to stay here. Over the years she had exit points, but she refused to go. It was fascinating to hear this message from an intuitive energy worker with whom I had never before spoken. The Intuitive provided additional confirmations from my mother.

I know this kind of inter-realm communication happens, yet it surprises me to experience such a clear connection to someone on the other side, and to hear from them so quickly after their death.

It's a world of wonder.


12:30 pm mst

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

The Information Highway
Quote from a Psychic Medium - The Information Highway

To connect, I need to get on what I call "The Highway" where all of the information lies. It's like an energy field of the universe where information is held. Every reader has a different way of getting there. As far back as I can remember, the breath gets you to a different level. Once you've done it for a while, you can get yourself there quickly because you know how to do it. You just reach up and ask for assistance with information for the person with whom you are talking. "There goes Martha Lou! Can we have Martha Lou back here please?" Then Martha Lou comes back and stands behind the client.

On that information highway is where I personally see someone or get a feeling. Some [deceased] people are very animated and show up how you would recognize them, then they revert to how they look now. If your grandfather shows up with his pipe and his hat and his beard, I'm going to explain that to you. Then, he's going to go back to how he looked at 35 or 40, which is how he looks now. They assist us in identifying them. The first image is just to get recognition. They understand skepticism. They know that people are skeptical. After I convince you that I am talking to your grandfather, and you confirm, "Yes, he smoked a pipe with cherry tobacco. He loved it," then he can give me whatever it is that he wants to say to you or your family. Or, he can answer a question.

Not everyone shows up with the hat and the pipe and the tobacco which I can smell. It's almost like the readings; there isn't a set way that spirits show up. Sometimes it is just a ray of light behind someone. It just depends. There is no one way.

Nancy Parsons

6:22 pm mst

Thursday, March 1, 2018

My Mother's Passing

My Mother's Passing

Where to begin? I'll begin near the end. A little more than a week ago, my 94 year old mother had a stroke. Five days later, she passed away. Because she was elderly and had health issues, her passing wasn't a shock, but it was a test of my beliefs.

In the days between her stroke and her passing, I spent time with her. We sat together. I called in her angels, Guides, and Higher Self, along with the unseen energies of her support system. I asked anyone on the other side who could ease her passage to come and help her. I called in her best friend from "the old neighborhood" (who had passed years ago). I called in my mother's parents and my animals who were in spirit. I asked that they help her transition to the other side with ease, grace, and peace of mind. I think they took my request seriously and stepped up.

On the living side, my family gathered to say good-bye. We visited my mother and told her the stories of our lives. We thanked her for the role she had played. It was very touching.

I was not there when she passed. I had always hoped to able to see a soul rise from a body, or to see a person connect with loved ones when they came to escort the soul to the other side. I had wondered, "Would I witness my mother talking to her parents?" I did not see any of that. Someone was with her when she passed; it just wasn't me.

The caregiver opened a window to allow my mother's soul to fly free.

After her death, I was there to say good-bye, pray for her soul, and watch the body being respectfully and professionally removed from her room.

I am grateful that hospice care was available. My mother spent her last few days in her room at a Memory Care Center, not in a hospital. She was surrounded by her photos, her furnishings, and the caregivers she knew. It was peaceful. No IVs, no beeping monitors, and no emergency measures. Just a bit of morphine and some anti-anxiety drugs. No one wants to be anxious while their body is deciding what to do.

The following days blur together. Family flew in. Neighbors brought food. My mother was buried.

The funeral was lovely. Until the funeral, I had not been aware of our religion's traditions regarding death. These traditions were very respectful to the person's body and soul, and very comforting to the mourners. I may write more about that next week.

What I want you to know is that, when put to the test, I felt that all I had come to understand about life and death, and the survival of the soul, made this passing a very serene process. No drama, no regrets. Just a simple knowing that my mother was leaving a well-worn, used-to-the-max body, and passing into another realm where, with time, she would be completely healed. She will bask in love.

I feel that she is in a period of healing. She had dementia and may have been confused when she passed. Through a generous healing process, and with gentle guidance, her confusion will lift. She will grow to see a wider perspective of her life, her role, and her accomplishments.

My mother never believed in an afterlife. I hope she is pleasantly surprised. Please wish her well on her journey.



P.S. On a totally different note, the Mystic Messenger's Psychic Fair will be held at the DoubleTree Inn across from Reid Park, in Tucson, this Sunday. I plan to be there and I hope to see you. The Fair runs from 9 a.m. until 4 p.m.

11:40 am mst

Tuesday, February 27, 2018

Teri Thene
Quote from a Psychic - Teri Thene

At the Mystic Messengers Psychic Fair, I asked several psychics what they offer clients. Teri Thene replied:

"I'm an intuitive. I'm claircognizant, clairvoyant, and clairsentient. I am a healer and a medical intuitive. It's getting stronger. If I do a body scan, I can tell where you have had injuries. I can tell what is hurting, past and present. I can tell what is going on in your body. How do I know? I don't know. It just comes to me.

"I'm also a Karuna Reiki Master. I've been doing this for 10-12 years.

"When you ask me a question, I get an answer. My angels and Spirit Guides are around me. I receive messages from Spirit.

"I also do automatic writing. A question comes and I write it down. By the time I'm done writing the question, I begin receiving a stream of consciousness answer. Automatic writing clarifies points. This strategy takes my brain out of the equation.

"As a child, I knew things that people didn't understand. I had a very clear concept of things.

"As a young adult, I could see certain things, especially in that dream/awake stage. Then, I was touched by Spirit. Energy vibrated through my body, but it didn't frighten me. I asked, ‘What is going on?' The touch pushed me on my path.

"I was doing my evening prayers and affirmations. I was falling asleep. I was touched on my shoulder. My body reacted, then released. It happened again a few minutes later. Then it happened a third time. There was no mistaking this. I wasn't having a seizure. It was energy coursing through my body. My whole body was shaking, but I wasn't scared. I thought, ‘Isn't that interesting?' I knew it was Spirit. I knew it wasn't anything to be scared of.

"For a year afterwards, I could feel the spot on my shoulder where I had been touched.

"Being touched pushed me into taking spirituality classes and learning Reiki. It spurred me to search out and start developing all of this."

If you are interesting in learning more about Teri A. Thene, Reiki Master/Teacher, you can contact her at

9:58 am mst

Tuesday, February 20, 2018

Opening the Heart

Overheard at the Psychic Fair - Opening the Heart

"There are no limits to what we can do, except for the perceptual boundaries that we are either conditioned with, or place upon ourselves. The only thing that I've ever found that really frees us is the utmost, sincere, opening of the heart. That's the definition of courage: to open your heart. It requires faith.

"Once you start to feel the actual light, it's not like a religion. It's like a living, conscious light that is love, that is understanding, that is knowing. It is kindness. It is compassion. It is all those things. It's bundled into the cosmic creative stuff that is infinite, everywhere, in everything. It's in every atom.

"People make choices out of fear or out of love. It's not the only way to look at it, but it's a useful way to look at it. Fear closes the heart, and love opens it. The only way you can see, is through an open heart. How can you see anything if your heart is closed? When my heart was closed, I was blind. I rewound time and I opened my heart."


11:55 am mst

Thursday, February 15, 2018

Reincarnation and Past Lives

Reincarnation and Past Lives

Today, I want to think about two closely-related topics: reincarnation and past lives.

Reincarnation is the idea of cycling along a growth continuum where we dip into physical lives, have experiences, have the body die and the soul return to the other side, regroup, heal, plan a fresh life, and be reborn in a new body.

Past lives are the content of the lives we have led. Our past lives include our stories, experiences, and recollections. Past lives are the part of our journey which has been lived in physicality.

When we are born, we carry three major influences into our new lives: past lives, Karma, and a life plan.

Past Lives

In this life, you may have experienced something traumatic as a child which impacted the rest of your life. For example, maybe you nearly drowned and now you are afraid of water.

Now, extend that timeline to consider your past lives. If you had died when the Titanic went down, you might fear oceans. If something happened even further back in your many lifetimes, the influence of that event may have waned over time. However, you may have accumulated Karma which is playing out in this life from a long-ago event.

I have been told about a few of my past lives and they makes sense to me, although I don't remember them.


Karma is an energetic rebalancing between souls. A simple example: earlier in this life, or perhaps in a past life, you had a car accident and injured someone. Now, they have the opportunity to injure you so you can see what both sides of that experience feel like, and so can the other person. To make it more complicated, a third person may be involved. Person A may have injured Person B. Person B hurt person C. Then Person C hurt Person A. In the end, balance is achieved, but it is difficult to trace the path.

Life Plan

Before birth, we develop a life plan. Each life, we have issues we want to explore and experiences we want to try.

Our life plan includes a purpose. We may be working to achieve something stellar.

Our life plan also lists the people we will work with to achieve our goals. We circle around with a group of souls. Prior to each lifetime, we decide who is going to be the parent and who is going to be the child; who is going to be the co-worker and who is going to be the lover. We switch these roles so everyone has a chance to try each of them. Then we choose the setting: First World Nation? Third World Nation? We choose attributes: rich, poor, race, ethnicity, gender, and culture. We try them all. We live our lives, return to the other side, rest, recover, analyze, and plan again.

This is why Tuesday's Quote from Marta makes so much sense. She could see a "deck of cards" and each showed a photo from a life she had led.

Once we have experienced all the things which interest us, we can return to the other side, release our individuality, and rejoin the energy of the Universe.

I hope this makes sense to you. Let me know what you think.


1:16 pm mst

Tuesday, February 13, 2018

I Could have been Anyone
Quote from an Intuitive - I could have been anyone

One morning, I had an interesting experience when I woke up: I didn't have a clue where I was. I woke up not knowing who I was. I could have been anyone, anytime, any place. It didn't matter. I just wanted to know who I was so that I knew what I would be dealing with when I got up. Honest to G-d, I could have been old/young, male/female, in any country, but I was aware that I was still me.

I shuffled a deck of cards and they all had different faces, lifetimes, places and people. A voice said, "You're Marta this time!" I remembered I was Marta and that being Marta was an easy one.

I was unemotionally seeing all of these other lives. I could have been rotting in a prison in the middle ages. None of it mattered. There was no emotional response, I just needed to know who I was waking up to. It was extremely humbling.

Marta Taylor

1:28 pm mst

Thursday, February 8, 2018

House Talk

House Talk

Do you talk to your house? Does it respond? Can we communicate with our homes to benefit our lives and our homes? Listen to this.

Last Sunday, I met a woman who talks to homes, and they talk to her. Her job is to enhance the communication between a home and its residents. She told me that a happy home nourishes and protects its residents. This woman focuses on forging harmonious relationships between people and their homes. She considers homes to be living, breathing entities.

According to this woman, Jeanette Gibler (, people can get stuck in their lives, and their homes can get stuck too. When either one moves energy, it helps the other. For example, when a home has been on the market for a while, but hasn't sold, she can work with the owner and the home to facilitate a sale. Working with both the people and the home changes the energy dynamic.

Homes reflect and mirror the people who live in them. As people refine themselves, there can be a magical blossoming and flourishing on all levels.

I told Jeanette that my children had moved out of our house and we had an empty room. I had begun to re-purpose and redecorate that room, but hadn't quite known what to do. She suggested that I talk to the room. It's important to explain that the child who had lived there and been supported by that room, had moved out. The room might be missing the child. Grieving. Waiting for the child's return. However, if I explained to the room that it could have a new purpose and a new life, the room might work with me to decide what needed to be done. Instead of a heavy lift, it could be a collaboration.

In addition to homes, properties also talk to Jeanette. As she drives by, they call to her. She told me that she had done some crazy investments based on these conversations. She had also missed out on some great investments when she was younger and had not yet learned to trust her intuition.

You might think this was the only conversation I had with someone who talks to houses. It wasn't. Last summer I met a builder who flips houses. He buys rundown houses, fixes them up, and sells them. He asks each house what it needs, then knows the answer and proceeds. I suggested that this was a type of psychic ability: the ability to understand what the house wanted. He looked at me quizzically, like he had never thought about that.

I have also spoken with angelologist Kermie Wohlenhaus. She told me that everything has an angel, including every home. When someone is thinking about buying a home, Kermie can connect with the home's angel to find out if there are structural problems or other items which a prospective buyer might want to consider. The angel might say, "The roof is pretty old," or "There are going to be plumbing problems. Look for the drip behind the water heater."

Kermie said that house angels are honest and direct. They know their houses inside and out. They are very happy when someone has a house they love. They tend to call in the people they are in harmony with. When a buyer walks in, they will get the feeling that they are home. That is how people "know."

I love my home. Our family moved in 21 years ago and it has been a perfect house. How did we "know" this was the home for us? During our search, I talked to a psychic. When I asked if we would buy a new house, she told me that we would buy a house in northwest Tucson and the house would be pink. A few weeks later, we found a house with pink rocks in the front yard and pink carpeting inside. We needed that signal to know this was the right house. We got a great house, a great school district, and great neighbors. It makes such a difference. Worked out perfectly.

One more house story. Years ago, I interviewed Gina Stanfill. She holds the Shamanic belief that spirits live in all things. She communicates with plants, trees, and animals. She has had both human and plant Spirit Guides. Her garden and her house have been huge teachers and Guides.

Gina also believes that we can reincarnate as plants, animals, or buildings. Yes, buildings.

So, go have a conversation with your home. Discover what it has to say. Let me know what happens.

Take care.


12:22 pm mst

Tuesday, February 6, 2018

Seeing Non-Physical Energies
Quote from a Psychic - Seeing Non-Physical Energies

I asked John Hunter how he learned to see non-physical energies. He answered:

"I didn't understand how to see them. They were not in the physical realm. How do you see them? You learn to feel them. You look through your energy, the third eye. I didn't know what the third eye was. It is where you feel, or perceive, the energy vibrations.

"We are all energetic vibrations. If you are in a physical body, your body is at a very low vibration. It is very dense. It is very heavy. To see energies which are not in bodies, you tell your mind not to see the low dense vibration. You try to feel and identify a higher vibration that is not lowered by a physical body. Until you understand that concept, it's hard. You are feeling things. Your energy field picks up other energy fields as you come into contact with them. As you remove fear, you can feel a picture of what is approaching."

John Hunter

11:19 am mst

Thursday, February 1, 2018

Finding Crystals and Gemstones to Enhance Your Life

Announcement: The Mystic Messengers Psychic Fair is this Sunday, February 4. I'll be set up there with books, crystals, and jewelry. The show is at the DoubleTree Inn across from Reid Park. It runs from 9 a.m. until 4 p.m.

Finding Crystals and Gemstones to Enhance Your Life

The International Gem Show is in Tucson and the area is overflowing with crystals, jewelry, and gems. I've picked up a few things which might interest you.


I love the way energy circles up pyramids and pours into our lives. Lucky for us, I found a few new pyramids in Lapis, Amethyst, Rose Quartz, and Onyx, along with an amazing Jasper pyramid (okay, I found two Jasper pyramids, but I'm keeping one for myself!).

Blue Lapis relieves stress and brings inner peace. It is a stone of harmony, openness, and truth.

Purple Amethyst is known as the stone of spirituality. It provides powerful protection, bringing positive transformations, inner peace, and spiritual awareness.

Pink Rose Quartz is the stone of love: self-love, romantic love, community love, and universal love. Who doesn't need more love in their life?

Black Onyx is a grounding stone. It helps separate people from negativity.

Multi-colored Jasper is a stone of Protection. It helps mediate conflict, bringing peace in stressful situations.

I also have Clear Quartz, Tiger's Eye, and Selenite pyramids.


For those who like to wear their crystals, I picked up a variety of pendant points in Lapis, Amethyst, Rose Quartz, Tiger's Eye, Aventurine, Clear Quartz, and Black Tourmaline.

For extra empowerment, chakra-balancing pendants have seven, or more, spiritual stones. Chakras are the power points in the human body which circulate the energy of life. There are seven major chakras, along with many smaller ones. Chakra-balancing jewelry enhances the energy flow of the Chakras, harmonizes energies, and increases well-being.

The semi-precious gemstones on the Chakra-balancing pendants usually include Amethyst, Iolite, Aquamarine or Blue Topaz, Peridot, Citrine, Carnelian, and Garnet.

You can see a variety of Chakra-balancing pendants on the Chakra Jewelry page of this website.


Pendulums provide a way to actively work with your crystals. Psycho-kinetic energy runs through our bodies. When we use a pendulum and ask "yes" or "no" questions, this energy brings answers to us.

I have found a lovely assortment of pendulums, some in the Merkaba shape.

On Sunday, I'll be set up at the Mystic Messengers Psychic Fair and these wonderful stones will be available for purchase. Please come see these fabulous finds.


1:32 pm mst

Tuesday, January 30, 2018

Acting as Light

Acting as Light

We each come to Earth as a complete unit of light to illuminate our corner of the world. We meet with other lights to help each other, to sustain each other, and to empower each other. When observed from a higher level, together we form an even bigger unit of light. We create something greater than our individual brightness.

After death, we continue to be bright energy lights without bodies.


11:55 am mst

Thursday, January 25, 2018

A Ball of Love and My Dog

A Ball of Love and My Dog

What was this?

A few months ago, I was taking an afternoon nap, but I wasn't quite awake or asleep. I was in between. I was wandering that lovely space between awake and asleep. Suddenly, I felt a ball of love rising in my heart. A big ball of love. Surging, growing, exploding. It felt wonderful. I wanted to lay there and enjoy it, but I heard a tapping. Tap. Tap. Tap. What was that?

Oh! I realized the tapping was coming from down the hall. My dog was in distress. Perhaps her metal tags were hitting the floor, making that tapping sound? I popped up and ran to her. She was having a seizure! Arms and legs spasming. Drooling. Vomiting yellow bile. My baby!

I sat with Maggie and comforted her. I stroked her. I talked her through this. I called the rest of the family and everyone came to sit with her. She was stuck in a convoluted posture with her head resting on her left thigh. She couldn't move her limbs. She was in this position for about four hours before being able to relax.

Later that evening, she rose on wobbly legs and walked outside to pee. Then, we all went to bed, not sure what we would find in the morning.

Lucky for us, the next day she felt better. It took a couple of days for a full recovery, but she regained her strength.

So . . . what was this ball of love in my heart? Why did it come to me as our dog was having a seizure?

First Explanation

Do you remember that a few months ago I wrote about "Shared Death Experiences"? My first thought was that Maggie had been passing and had come to say good-bye. I was experiencing her passing as a ball of love. She loved me and I loved her. Then, she returned to her body, having had a doggie near-death experience.

Second Explanation

I asked my psychic friends about this experience and this was their impression: Spirit had known my dog was in distress and that I would be there to help her. Spirit had sent a ball of love and healing to me, so that I could run down the hall and use it to help Maggie. Spirit had empowered me with love and healing so this energy could be transferred to Maggie.

So cool. Being used as an instrument of love and healing. I like this explanation.

Has anyone else had this kind of experience? Does anyone have a feeling about what this was? A third explanation?

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